Pursuit of Happiness: Prolouge

Grimmjow was walking pass the Sakura tree at the cemetery to the familiar grave. He has been going to this site, everyday, for 5 years since that faithful day.
He follows long path up a hill were a big tree rest over the grave.
"You always love your Japanese maple didn't you Berry."
He sat down on the ground next to Ichigo's headstone.
"Your garden at home is starting to bloom again…it reminds me of how hard you work to make it beautiful."
He lowers his head as tears start to run down his face. The wind starts to blow against the tree and blows some of Grimmjow hair out of his face.
"I know Berry I shouldn't cry, but I miss seeing you in my life it's been 5 fucking years"
The wind picks up and starts blowing Sakura petals around from a neighboring tree.
"Yeah yeah I know watch the language." He smiles as he knows that his Berry didn't like it when he cursed.
He can imagine his chocolate eyes scrunch up with a frown. Oh, how he miss that look. Grim sighs as he sits there looking at the sun that shines over Ichigo's grave. "It reminds me of your smile Ich, hell everything does now." new tears start to form in his eyes
"It still feels like a dream in my mind, like a cruel nightmare that I will wake up from and you'll be in my bed as if nothing happen."
But as he went over the night over and over again the facts still add up. Ichigo is dead and he was not coming back and it was his entire fault. He starts to have a flashback of that day 5 years ago, the day his life changed forever.